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♔ Wednesday, January 7, 2009
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Not in the Mood.. ='(
Oh hello.
Lately, alot of things have been happening to me.
Haisskkk!
Why must it be me ? Why am i the only one who had this kinda things happening to me ?
oh god ..
Anyways, i've made up my mind .
I wanna take private o and then i wanna go to Ngee Ann Poly .
And from there , i wanna go University la hor.
Monday , i'm back to school , people . A Private School .. Taking Private O .
Sorry people , i'm not in a mood to be happy now .
I'm so sad ...
I've lost someone special to me in my life ..
And i'm not sure wether "he" will come back and patch up with me after his N Levels .
After i heard what he say on the phone just now ,
i was stoned .
I didn't know what to say. How could he do this to me ? Ughhhhhhhhhhh ~ !
After we put down the phone , as usual ...
i cried .
Kept on crying , like a fool . What am i to him ? A toy ? :'(
Boohooo ... Sobsob .
While i was typing , i cried . I'm crying now too .
I just can't bear to lose him just like that . Or maybe he has found himself a new one,
which is much more "useful" to him . haizzzzzzzzzzzzz..
I've never had any boyf like HIM . He's perfect!
Totally ....
But , i don't care ...
I wanna wait for him . Wether it's gonna be long or short.
What matters is , ILoveHim ! Yes, uh-huhh . That guyy with the name:
HAZMAN MARTIN.I really really love him . Of all my ex , they're not the best !Hazman is the best guy (:
But too bad , he doesn't want me anymore i think . What if he found someone else already ?
Someone who is really better than me ?
Ohh , for sure i'm gonna be a sad ass here .
Crying about him all day . I've got no mood , i don't wanna eat ..
I can't concentrate on what i was doing ... except ..
whatever i was doing , i kept on asking myself .. What is he doing ? Has he forgotten me and find someone else ?
Oh, i hope not ..
If you think i'm that kind of girl who flirts or playing timer or having someone else besides my boyf , you're wrong ! I'm not like that !
:'( :'(
WHY DON'T GUYS UNDERSTAND GIRLS ???! TELL ME ..
pls ....
sobsob ,
*crying*
*wiping tears*
thats all , i think .
Martin , if you read this , all i've gotta say:
Thanks for everything. I really appreciate it. &
I Love You ..
I want to be with you back :(
Maybe it's just that you have no feelings towards me anymore.
Haizzzzzzz ..
:'(
:'(
