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♔ Sunday, January 3, 2010
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life ? sigh
You know, it doesn't make any difference.
2010, well i thought it will be a better year for me. But i was wrong.
The same things kept repeating on and on and on..
I just can't stand it! Ohwell, FML FML FML -.-
I did try to attempt suicide yesterday. Pfft. Help me? Anyone?
I've got depression )':
Mummy beat me, punch me, slap me )':
When i was younger till now, she's still like this!
I seriously don't know when this will ever end.
All i know is, my mummy.. She, child abuse ):
Everytime i go to school, my classmates will always ask what happen to my hands/face.
Why got marks of beating/slashing.. But i just kept quiet.
Well you may see me like a happy-go-lucky-person, but deep inside me, i'm not alright.
Sigh. Enough said. Nothing's gonna change afterall.
And i've never had a mother's love before )':
Parents divorced. Sometimes want to meet daddy, mummy don't allow.
I've got nobody. Yes, nobody ):
I started losing friends that i'm close with. People change. I know..
Every now and then, i've only had one person to spend time/go out with.
And that's my boyfriend..
He's the only person who cares for me. And loves me.
And for that, i really appreciate it so much baby.
Thanks for taking care of me when i'm not feeling well.
I love you.
Like on countdown, i'm sorry i ruined the countdown. I wasn't feeling quite well i guess.
I started feeling giddy, blur vision, nausea and i nearly faint.
And i realised i've got Claustrophobia.
For those who doesn't know what's Claustrophobia, i suggest you go to this website:
http://www.pe2000.com/pho-claustro.htm
Well who cares anyway? No one cares. Not even my friends.
Even my mum won't care bout me anymore. And she doesn't know that i had this Claustrophobia thingy.
*Thanks for giving me this, god.*
Sigh.
How i wished i wasn't born in this world ):
Labels: i hate you mummy, you're not fit to be a mummy
